ANNOUNCEMENT:
I am now engaged to my girlfriend, who is the person you see in the picture on my page. We're getting married on October 10th.

ALSO:
I am fucking awesome. Bow down to my amazing-ness.

Now, because I'm really fucking bored, a chain quiz-thing.

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:

1. You helped me through a very hard time in my life without even realizing it. I'm eternally grateful.

2. You're being an irrational bitch. Stop it, or just stay away from me.

3. While you've helped me at times, you're making my life far harder than it needs to be right now.

4. I love you more than anything else. Sometimes I don't know if you realize the extent of it. I would do anything to make you happy, and I'd sooner die than see any harm come to you. I love you always.

5. I miss hanging out with you. You were one of my best friends, and I wish I could get in touch with you to bring you back into my life.

6. As happy as I am for you, I wish you weren't going to leave for college. You're the best friend I've ever had, and life will be dull without you.

7. You've caused me nothing but trouble since before I was old enough to know what you were doing to me and my family. The fact that you keep coming back like it never happened disgusts me. Stay the hell out of my life.

8. Simply put, you've done nothing but hold me back my whole life. I don't know why you're constantly angry with me, but it's becoming unbearable. Either accept me for who I am, or stop trying to keep me from leaving.

9. If you cause problems for Kyrstin or I again, I will kill you. You deserve far worse.

10. I still wonder what happened between us. Our friendship hasn't been the same.



NINE things about yourself:

1. When I make the commitment to be someone's friend, I fully support that person no matter what they're going through. Life is too hard to go through it with no one to help you.

2. I may seem outgoing and egotistical, but really, I take time to observe everyone I meet before deciding how to act around them, and I judge the quality of their character very thoroughly.

3. I love my fiance more than anything. As much as I love all of my friends, if it came to a choice between her and them, I would choose her, unless there was some reason so extreme that it would cause me to not want to be with her anyway.

4. I may be human, but I don't fit in with most people. I watch our species with a mix of morbid interest and loathing. We're fucking the world up on a daily basis, and not doing a damn thing about it. I hope the end comes for us soon.

5. Of all the instruments I wish I could learn, piano is the top. It would've made learning guitar and any other instrument far easier.

6. As irrational as I seem, I take the time to reason out my plans before implementing them. I only act impulsively if the situation demands it.

7. If the world ended in 2012, I would be damn happy. Although the Mayan calendar ending there probably just dictates the beginning of a new era, not our eradication. They were very good about marking the major eras of humanity.

8. The person I stole this from is awesome. I just think it's funny that she left out number 8.

9. Life sucks. It's the truth, so deal with it.


EIGHT ways to win your heart:

For starters, this entire section is irrelevant, because I'm already taken, but I'll do it for shits and giggles.

1. Don't be stupid.

2. Don't hide who you are from me because you're afraid I won't like it. If I don't feel that I know you, you have no chance.

3. Have a sense of humor. Life is too short to not be able to make fun of it.

4. If you have no personality, forget it.

5. Accept the fact that I'm mental about certain things, and quite possibly am completely insane.

6. Don't lie to me. Nothing will make me more distrustful of you than lying.

7. If you have a problem with something about me, talk to me about it. I'm a very stubborn person, but if you don't talk to me, there's no chance of it changing.

8. Accept the fact that I am a complete asshole, and will melt your face with sarcasm. If you can't take a joke, don't bother.


SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

1. I love her so much.

2. Fffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....I don't want to go to work.

3. Why are you calling me at work, ass?

4. Why the fuck isn't the baby sitter here? I don't want to watch my fucking siblings.

5. FUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCKKK (or some other obscenity)

6. I haven't been playing guitar enough. >.>

7. Go fuck yourself, asswipe.


SIX things you do before you fall asleep:

1. Change.

2. Fix the bed.

3. Grab my cat.

4. Feed my cat.

5. Get in bed.

6. Tell Kyrstin I love her and give her a kiss.


FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment:

1. Kyrstin

2. Dino

3. Alex

4. Jade

I...honestly can't think of anyone else that has done anything meaningful to me in a long time..

5.


FOUR things you see right now:

1. Kyrstin

2. Laptop

3. TV

4. Half-finished glass of coke



THREE songs that you listen to often at the moment:

1. Tattered On My Sleeve - All That Remains

2. Not Alone - All That Remains

3. This Darkened Heart - All That Remains

Notice a common pattern?


TWO things you want to do before you die:

1. Make something of my life that I actually enjoy, rather than being a slave to our wonderful capitalist system that demands that people put their life up for auction to the highest bidder, which at my age is usually Wal Mart at about $8.40 an hour.

2. Transport myself to another planet where there is magic and dragons and other nifty stuff, instead of this shitty excuse for a living we make here.


ONE confession:
I like one song by MCR. Only one, though.